... never shave ur balls... they had to shave mine for the surgery and it sucks ass... never once in my entire life(that i can remember) have my balls stuck to my legs this often >_< in fact its starting to hurt separating them now >_< so yeah just some word of advice for any guys out there thinking of shaving their balls for the ladies but not exactly sure what the consequences are -_-

and as for an update on my balls, excluding what i just said... everything is going well... although it seems like they're getting in the way more... or i could just be paying attention to them more so than i normally do and never realized how much they normally get in the way. i mean jesus christ! i have to adjust my self JUST to sleep! wtf?! ok and just now at the beginning of this sentence i got back from the doctors... (my mom picked me up while writing this) and everything is healing fine which is cool... but for THREE fucking months i'm gunna be sore -_- laaaaame... which also means for another 2 or so weeks i cant ride my bike downtown or see any meh friends >_< well not like i see them very often but i at least try and see them every other week so i dont go insane >_< grrrr someone make me some cookies

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so yeah i just took off the bandages... man its so fucking gross XD its so gross i actually WANT to take a pic of it to show u guys XD i don't care that its of my balls XD but luckily for u guys i dont have a camera XD my only regret to taking it off is that its 10x more sensitive than it normally is >_< and now i gotta worry about keeping it clean

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so yes continuing on with my epic journey of hurting ball sack... aparently the tube going from my nut to my dick had somehow gotten twisted... or something that made teh blood flow stop going to my right nut. so it started swelling up -_- i'm like 'ok what ever. it fucking hurts so i'll take some pain killers and then just go to the halo lan party' well at about 8:30 i get to the lan party... i stayed there for about 15 min b4 i told the guy who drove me there that i needed to go home cuz the pain was just too bad to stay. so half way home i call my mom and tell her to meet me at my dads so she can take me to the emergency room. and minutes later i start hyperventilating and then my arms go numb, THEN my legs, THEN it starts to get hard to breath -_- so once we get to my dads where my mom was gunna pick me up we wait about a minute then i till my friend to just drive me to the hospital him self and luckily for us it was only 3 blocks away. so i get there... by this time the pain was just SOOO unbearable that i start to shake... so finally i get all signed in and then i had to wait some more... and now my mom shows up so i tell my friends friend that he can leave and go back to the halo party, THEN they get me into a room where we gotta fill out some MORE papers T_T and by now the pain was just so bad i was throwing up like crazy. so anyways they put me in a room, they take my blood, give me some morphine and by now i can hardly breath cuz my chest hurt so much hyperventilating. so yeah then i get an ultrasound test and apparently the blood had stopped flowing to my right nut which caused it too swell... anywho by now the morphine is working so i'm doing ok... and i had to go get an operation T_T. and the doctor starts to tell me that theres a big chance that my right nut is already dead and that they might have to remove it cuz apparently testicals can only last 4 hours with out blood flow and mine has gone about 12 with out it -_- LUCKILY mine was still alive... so i still have both my balls and i ended up staying the night at the hospital. which kinda sucked cuz it was SOOO hard to sleep when ur being woken up every hour to have nurses put ice on ur balls and then take it off 20 min later T_T but the morning was good since the new shift came in and there was a student nurse there and my god was she pretty O_O and she had a slight accent too so my best guess was that she was french... but hey i'm not complaining... i got to have her put ice on meh balls XD

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so yeah... yesterday i had to go to the orthodontist... everything went find... except that a wire was sticking out and cutting up teh inside of my cheek... and this morning was worse... so i finally went back too the orthodontist to get that fixed... so afterword... all is good.. except when i get back home... my balls start hurting... i think nothing of it... a few hours go by... the pain gets worse... so i decide to take a shower... so i get in the shower and i start feeling my balls too see if theres anything strange... and i feel this fucking HUGE lump near the back of my right nut. so i go to the doctors and even he feels around for it and that fucker has NO idea wtf it is T_T personally i think its hernia -_- so now i gotta go get an MRI or ultrasound test or something of the sort. but to my luck... it wont be any time soon T_T my god my groin hurts SOOO bad right now >_< shit! and now i'm all stressed out cuz of well the pain for starters but also the fact that if i'm unlucky enough it could be cancer T_T and u guys have NO idea how much i want a little girl when i get older. MY GOD THIS FUCKING HURTS!!! now i know how i felt when i was born! cuz u see i was born with hernia... well some type of it... apparently my intestine fell into my balls sack +_+

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